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LIFE OUT OF BALANCE

by STUBBORN

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Andy Borau
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Andy Borau DROWN INTO SEA OF DARKNESS! Favorite track: HEAVY WATER OCEAN.
kolito
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kolito Heavier than anything else. Favorite track: HEAVY WATER OCEAN.
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PREMONITIONS 02:31
RIPENESS IS ALL BUT ASHES OF FAILED AMBITIONS PREMONITIONS.. FOREBODING THINGS TO COME WON'T HELP IT'S ALWAYS SUDDEN LIKE STABS BEFORE YOU EVEN GET FRIGHTENED STUBBORN STILL ABOUT TO CRAWL THRU THIS DIRT WADE THRU A SEA OF SPIT SCRAMBLE UPON THE RUINS OF CONCEIT INNER TEMPLE IS TO REBUILD YET ITS CLOSE TO CRUMBLE ALL SHALL FALL WE ALL KNOW BUT UNWISE AMBITIONS PREVARICATIONS.. IGNORING THINGS TO COME NO HELP LIES SUMMON PERHAPS THERES NO USE OF GETTING FRIGHTENED YOU CANT AVOID THE VOID OF REGRET STILL ABOUT TO CRAWL WADE THRU A SEA OF SHIT SCRAMBLE UPON THE RUINS OF CONCEIT INNER TEMPLE IS TO REBUILD YET ITS CLOSE TO CRUMBLE
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DESPISED CONCEPTS DESIGNED ABSENCE OF LIGHTENED MIND BLURRED VISIONS EYES WIDE SHUT SMOOTH EVICTION INTO A MISTY SHROUD DRAGGING YOU INTO DEPTH INTELLIGENCE OF HEART SWEPT DEVISED MOMENTS CAUSE TORMENTS OF A SUBTLE KIND DEFORM CONVICTIONS SUPPRESS DOUBT OUTLINE RESTRICTIONS WHAT IS IT ALL ABOUT DIVINE LIES DEFINE LIVES ALWAYS UNDER SURVEILLANCE LIFE OUT OF BALANCE
3.
TAKE IT ALL SINCE YOU'VE STARTED THIS RUN ACT FAST ACCUMULATE THE ASSETS AMOUNT OF THINGS YOU HANDLE WILL NEVER BE ENOUGH LIFE'S WAR - (WHERE'S) NO PITY FOR THE WORST BUT.. MOST THINGS YOU SEE ARE FALSE.. FALSE NECESSITY PLAY THE ROLE KEEP IT UNDER CONTROL THINK FAST AND INCREASE YOUR VALUE ALL OBLIGATIONS FULLFILLED WILL NEVER BE ENOUGH YOU CAN MORE - DISDAIN FOR THE WORST, RIGHT? BUT YOU WILL NEVER BE ONE OF THOSE WHO KNOW AND WHO ARE UNKNOWN.. THEY ONLY MAKE YOU BOW DOCILE AND PROUD ABANDON ALL HOPE ONLY MAKES YOU VALNURABLE ONCE YOU STARTED THIS RUN YOU WILL ALWAYS BE OUTDONE MOST ARE NEVER LEARNING FALLIN' AWAY AND BLURRING THE PROBLEM IS HOW TO SEE THE FALSE NECESSITY
4.
CONFUSED MINDSET CREATES WALLS OF SLEEP WE HIDE IT VERY DEEP AND NEGLECT ALL BEHIND IT FEEL ORPHANED ALL SACRED'S PROFANED IN EXCHANGE FOR IMPOSED NEEDS LURES TO FALL ON YOUR KNEES CONSUMING OF SELF MAKE ATTEMPT TO BREAK ON THRU (TO THE OTHER SIDE) CONSUMING OF SELF ABUSE IS SET LET THE ABYSS GET ALL THE NOTIONS SWEPT DREAMS ARE MENTAL ILLNESSES THOUGHTS JUST GO DELIRIOUS NO ONE IS THE WITNESS SO WHY INSPECT? THE GOAL IS TO APPEAL TO THE PRIMAL NEEDS SWEEPING CONSCIOUS MIND AWAY
5.
BROKEN SILENCE ITS NEVER SILENT IN YOUR HEAD WHISHFUL THINKING IGNORING IMMINENT THREAT IT MAKES RIGHT SENSE ONLY WHEN IT STRIKES YOU BAD BUT SHORTLY AFTER YOU'RE DROWN IN DREAMS AGAIN DISTRACTED THOUGHTS CYCLING DISTURBED ITS STRONG AND HOLDS YA YOUR WILL IS WEAK IT'LL CRUSH YA MILD MIND ILLUSION OF CONTROL MELTS DICHOTOMY OF CONTROL FAILS PAIN DESTROYS DENIAL BUT WHO IS TO CARE AND SET FOR TRIAL WHEN FOUNDATIONS DISLODGED THERE'S ONLY MARK OF FOOLISH (PRIDE)
6.
INSECURE SO INSECURE BEHIND APPEARANCE OF CONTROL FOOL YOU'RE THE ONE WHO'S FOOLED YOU'RE THE ONE WHO'S CONTROLLED RULES SET BY OTHERS SEEN AS VIRTUES AND ALLOW TO IGNORE THE FEAR OF LIFE THERE'S SOMETHING ALWAYS NEAR IT FEEDS YOUR INNER FEAR OF LIFE IT ADVISES YOU DWELLS IN YOU BUT FEAR IS A LIAR YET THE ONLY THING PURE TO YOU MINDFULNESS OF WEAK
7.
ROOTED OUT AND THROWN INTO ALL-OBLIVIOUS ENMITY DROWN INTO SEA OF DARKNESS BLINDED WE ROAM ALONGSIDE IMPOTENT MASS LIKE WATER WHICH DONT FEED OUTLOOK HIDES ITS DEAD CONTENT DRIVEN OUT AND BLOWN DOWN BY HIDEOUS ENTITY CROWN OF CREATION TUMBLED INTO UNFATHOMABLE ABYSS STILL THE THRONE IS UNDISPUTED NO CHANCE FOR THOSE DILUTED STILL POSSESSED BY HEARTS OF DARKNESS UNCONCEIVABLE UNKNOWN BEMOAN AS YOU DEVOID OF COMPREHENSION CURSE BEARED TO THE ENDING DOOM BLINDED WE ROAM ALONGSIDE LIKE HEAVY WATER OCEAN WHICH DONT FEED IMPOTENT KINGS HIDE ITS DEAD CONTENT ALL-OBLIVIOUS MASS
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DECEIT 02:57
FEARS DEPLETE OUR FLAIR FOR THINKING FORCE TO COMFORT WITH DECEIT CONTEMPLATIONS GET CONVICTED GRIEF BEHIND EVASIVE FAITH EMBALMED IN DECEPTION – NO NEED TO STRIVE EMBALMED IN DECEPTION – PRETENSE AS THE WAY OF LIFE CAUTIOUS TO UNRAVEL COMMON SENSE IS LACERATED SOLACED SUBDUED CONDUCTED OUT OF DISQUIET AND MORAL CONFLICTS CORRUPTED MINDS IMPEDE CONFRONTING THE DECEIT THOSE WHO DOUBT ONLY GET EVICTED DREADS INCLINE TO DESOLATE EMBALMED IN DECEPTION – NO NEED TO STRIVE TO DEFY THE WEAKNESS PRETENSE AS THE WAY OF LIFE BEGGING PREACHER FOR DELIGHT
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WE'RE ALL STUCK AND WE'RE ALL FUCKED EMPTY WORDS AND EMPTY EYES ATTEMPTS TO COVER TRICKY LIES LEAVE A SOUL DEFILED RUNNING OUT OF TIME LIVING OUT OF STEP IN LIFE'S ROAD GRIME BUT WHEN IT FEELS LIKE TOO MUCH FIND COURAGE TO BETHINK - IT'LL ALL BE GONE BUT WHEN IT FEELS LIKE TOO MUCH FIND YOUR COURAGE - IT'LL ALL BE GONE WE'RE ALL STRUCK BY BAD LUCK OUR SOMBER SONGS INSTEAD OF WHINES ATTEMPTS TO RECONCILE TO HEAL WHAT BEEN DEFILED ALMOST OUT OF TIME ESCAPE THE STICKY GRIME OF WEB YOU STRANGLED IN BUT WHEN IT FEELS LIKE TOO MUCH WHEN IT FEELS UNBEARABLE REMEMBER THY WILL BE DONE FIND COURAGE TO LOOK INTO THE SHADOW IT'LL ALL BE GONE 'CAUSE I KNOW IT'LL ALL BE GONE SOON

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It took us 3 years to complete, painful process of dragging thru concrete

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released January 10, 2020

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STUBBORN Saint Petersburg, Russia

formed in late 2010 to play straightforward and brooding heavy music we personally like. Sludge metal, Doom and Hardcore as we see it.

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